I knewCharles was right. Every time I would use my phone, my inadequacies andhis superiority would be there. I would not escape the reminder of howfee...le I was in comparison. It would leave no doubt about which one wasa man and which was a sissy. Charles's Tumblr definition of black equalman and white equal sissy would be constantly imprinted in me. It wasanother reminder of how he fit the definition of a man. It wasn't justhis physical attributes. He was confident but gracious, dominant. .I shouldn’t have hit you last night.’ ‘Didn’t hurt too much, only to my pride.’ ‘Still I shouldn’t have hit you….’ ‘Forget it….lets order lunch and try to put all the worry aside for now. You can tell me all about yourself whilst we eat. I don’t even know what you do for a living.’ ‘I’m a freelance journalist.’ Laughing Michael told her as he passed her the menu from the next table, ‘Well if ever you decide to hang up your pen you could probably earn a good living breaking and entering. ‘. A rock and a hard place. Dammit. ‘Well, Erica?’ said Biff. I clenched my teeth. I couldn’t afford another letter. ‘Alright, Biff. I’ll take the deal.’ The crowd applauded as he spoke dramatically into the phone. ‘Mister Big…Erica will take the deal!’ He slid the phone back into place and put his arm around me, then turned to face the camera. ‘Erica is having her eyebrows enhanced so that she can numb her lips! Will this strategy help her win the event? We’ll see the results of the enhancement. He said how beautifulshe was, that she gave great blow jobs and her pussy was night! I blushedand asked him if she was a virgin. He quickly said that he was luckyenough to be the one to take her cherry. He hoped that they would beseeing a lot of each other from now on. I told him he was very lucky andthat I would bet that Teri enjoyed herself very much too and that the twoof them would see each other very often!"So tell me about your date for tonight? Is this a blind date? I'll betthat you get.