”I read only a little of Canto I – up to Orlando and Renaldo having a “broil” over Angelica. (I had to look that up: “a loud quarrel,” sai... my dictionary.) But, having gotten up to look for the reference book, I went down the hall for more coffee. And when I got back, I did some more work on cattle ticks before going off to dinner, taking Orlando with me.The next day I buckled down and completed the draft of my report. I was really unhappy about the taxonomy. Fernando Lahille had called. I found a him cheating on me, this was my first love so I was very much disturbed by this. I am very close to my younger brother, I used to share everything with him.Now I was very upset and did not have my lunch after coming from office. Mom asked me what happened but I did not tell her anything, she told bro that I did not have lunch and looks upset and to find out why. He came to my room, I was sleeping on my stomach.He: is everything alright?Me: silence…He was caressing his hand on my head. I drunkenly undressed and climbed into bed wondering what the hell I was doing and how stupid this was. She flicked the light off and undressed down to her bra and panties and climbed into bed. I was too drunk to do a thing and didn’t even touch her, I just drifted off into a drunken confused sleep, glad that I was incapable after all. About an hour later I suddenly woke up in the darkened room with a start and was instantly and vividly aware that Alison was lying next to me in just her. I decide to wait one more hour just to be safe.12:00 a.m. Tonight I'm going to do it. I'm going to walk to the mailbox fully dressed. I walk to my front door and look to see if it is clear. Damn. Neighbors are still talking and drinking. I'll wait one more hour.I'm not going to back down tonight. I'm going to do this.I'm wearing a matching pink bra and thong, tan pantyhose with a patterned fishnet over it. This sexy short dark green dress and my 5" sparkly heels. I kill time by talking with.