They didn't expect to have a chance for at least another day."Those poor women," Linda said trying to imagine watching someone she loved die and findi...g the idea heartbreaking.For the next ten minutes, the two women chatted about topics that were of no interest to Patrick. At first, he tried to follow the conversation, but that was impossible. He looked from one woman to the other wondering how he had suddenly become cut out of the conversation. When they started discussing various clothes. He felt down to her breasts and massaged her nipples slowly, making them ache and yearn for his touch. He slid one hand down to her clit where he began to rub, and she pushed her hips to meet his roaming hand. Suddenly, fear struck her. Billy, She broke the kiss and whispered, Billy, I cant. Not tonight. Why not? He asked, confused. She avoided eye contact and replied, I just cant. He looked at her, but she wouldnt look at him. She stared at the sheets, and eventually her eyes wandered to wear. He was stuck with accepting the situation for a while. That wasn’t so bad as she was still as avidly passionate in bed as ever and seemed to be “into” him the rest of the time.One day, as he was puzzling this problem, he hit himself on the forehead with the heel of his hand. “Stupid me! Why am I doing all his manipulative stuff when I should just talk to her about it directly.”The next time they were in bed he approached the issue head on. “I’ve never asked but I’m pretty sure you are dating. He told me he was very excited about hearing that I was a redhead and my age as he had never been with a young redhead. I told him I had never been with a black man and we were both giddy. He asked if I was free that night and I said yes with butterflies in my stomach and he gave me his address and phone number and we made the date for 8 at his place.I got ready and left for his place on my bike as he was indeed a couple of miles down the road in north Oakland and arrived at his place. I.