I did find men more attractive ona sexual level, but I never wanted to have sex with them. I know thatdoesn't make sense, but that was how I felt.It ...as the fall of my sophomore year when my three friends (Meghan,Collette, and Jessica) and I were sitting around my apartment trying todecide on Halloween costumes for a party we were all going to. It was atheme party, the theme being TV or movie characters. We were flippingthe TV channels trying to come up with an idea, as well as just trying. "You should see this movie. It was very good. Warren Beatty is handsome and Faye Dunaway was very pretty." "Why are you late? You had Michelle and me worried." Melissa asked. "Oh... there was a car accident right after the movie. With all the snow and all. Both men got out of their cars and started fighting. I watched them for a while until a police officer arrived to break it up. The cop had to arrest one of them because he kept throwing punches at the other guy after he separated them. Then I. ”This is compliments of John A.Never ask a woman how she is doing when she is eating ice cream out of the carton.Why don’t I have any tattoos? for the same reason you do not put bumper stickers on a Ferrari.I want it all and I want it delivered. Bette Midler.I might wake up early and go running. I may wake up and find I that I won the lottery. Same odds.I put some Irish whisky in my coffee, BECAUSE IT’S IRELAND SOME WHERE.I WONDER WHY WE ARE SO OBSESSED WITH FINDING LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS WHEN. No, tonight was an outing asfriends. Just because he was a boy and I was a girl didn't mean that it wasa date. I had promised him the chance to attend an awards show with me justlike I had promised Emily.The look he was giving me when I turned back to him, however, was not whatI would expect to see from a friend. I couldn't fully read what it meant,but it reminded me so much of the night I had kissed him after my firstconcert that I worried about him. That kiss - those feelings - had sent.