Mother said nothing, though I knew she was itching to. She would want Nicola to make another attempt to keep in contact with her parents. Practical as...always she offered a bed for the night, which Nicola accepted. She slept with Lorraine in Lorraine's double bed.At breakfast which was quite lavish, since my mother would not allow me to travel on anything less than a full stomach, Nicola was still belligerent."When we pick up my stuff, I want you to meet my parents. I want them to see us leaving. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aval kuzhanthaiyai paarthuka solinaal ena seithu kondu irukiraai endru ketal?Enaku un azhagai paarka vendum endru thondriyathu, aval sirithaal pinbu sopu potu kulithaal. Naanum un udan kulikatuma endru keten? Aval sari endru solinaal. Naan aadai aniyaamal thaan irunthen, ulle sendru iruvarum sheveril kulika aarambithom. Manaivi muthugil sopu potu viten, pinbu en sunniyai manaivi soothil vaithu theika aarambithen.En pool mendum viraika aarambithathu, aanal athu muzhu viraipai. "Researching. I am researching your ass, honey." Ha!" he laughs, then looks closer at the papers on my desk. "Wait ... what the fuck? You really are," he says rifling through my notes. "You are writing down all this stuff? And stick people drawings? What are these stick-people drawings?" he asks laughing again."Those, my dear, are the various positions we can get in as I fuck your ass. I sketched them to show you and let you pick."He continues laughing, then leans in and kisses my cheek again.. That’s what is really upsetting me now, can’t you understand that Mick? What I was saying to you this afternoon would have been sexy and just fun if it had all been a bit of fantasy but it isn’t fantasy now is it? It’s what I’ve fucking done myself.”She paused, holding her head in her hands. “And evidently I liked it too,” she added guiltily, “At least I must have, judging by the way I was today, remembering all the stuff that did dog to me last night.”“I think you are beating yourself up too.