I inwardly groaned. Did she have to be so sexy?"I don't want you to feel like I'm using you." I said. "Pshh! Hell use me I wouldn't mind." I shook my ...ead. "I couldn't do that to the woman I love." I said without realizing what I just admitted. "Shit." I cursed myself. "Y-You what?" Uhh n-nothing." She glared at me has she stalked toward me. I backed up onto the couch in my office. "Tell the truth." I gulped. She put her hand on my dick giving it a rough squeeze. I groaned."I I...." I could. One night she said that she really wanted to fuck me in the ass with her strap on and crazily I said, yes. Happily, my ass has never been the same.She stepped back to the head of the bed and gave me a long passionate kiss while pinching my nipples really hard. My cock sprang to life.I repeated to myself, "Trust, relax, enjoy." So far it was working.Cindy stopped kissing me and let go of my nipples. She climbed on the bed, straddled my chest and pushed her pussy into my face. Blindly, I reached. I crept past the little dining room table, towards our kitchen counter. I stopped at the counter, peeked through the doorway and caught my breath. From where I was standing, I could see the couch near the bottom of the stairs. Margie was facing towards me, topless, wearing only a lacy bra with one cup pulled down to expose her right breast. I guess the first thing that shocked was just how big her breasts were. Even larger than I would have imagined based on the modest attire she typically. After you, I never cared to love again. I never wanted to love again. Honestly, Cindy, I never want to be hurt like this again. It may be selfish, but I can't go through this ever again. I tried to remain faithful to you. "But Cindy, those Three Degrees have failed me. They failed us. Cindy, I have met someone. It wasn't planned. I tried to push her away, but she came back. I tried to break it off numerous times, but I just couldn't do it." My lips now began to tremble and I realize I am crying.