“JESUS!”I walk over and kiss him and he hesitates before kissing me back, his hands slowly coming around me. I deepen the kiss as I feel his rough...hands on my bare skin. My hands in his hair pulling him closer as I rub against his coveralls. I feel his mouth on my neck and shoulders and my head falls back to give him more access to my throat. My hands are pulling his hair and I’m already moistening up as I reach for the zipper on the front of his coveralls. He stops kissing me and quickly. So I was out taking a walk through the woods when I met up with Fernando. I bought a five dollar joint and once we had found a secluded spot sat against a tree and shared it. He was skeptical at first about my age till I showed him my drivers permit, we had a lot in common, enjoyed school and wanted better things in life for ourselves. That led to talking and I spoke about my lack of experience with girls, he understood why and asked why I didn't just convince some nine or ten year old to do it. Three weeks after that, the project on which I was was finished. Two weeks after that, I was working part time. I move out of my studio and went to a motel in Amandine’s town.I called her on a Wednesday.- Hello?- Hi. I am calling about the room you are renting. Is it available?- Hi, well it happens to be. Are you interesting?- I would not know. I need to see it first…- Of course, I’m sorry. I am not really comfortable on the phone. When could you come and see it?- How about tomorrow at. Havers is on his way here, and he’ll update you on your wife. It’s policy here for the nurses to not discuss other cases. Dr. Simons is assigned to your case, and he will see you on rounds in a few hours. Meanwhile, I do need to assess your status. On a scale of 1 to 10, how much pain do you have?’ ‘A four, I suppose. I assume I’m getting pain meds through the IV already?’ ‘Yes, sir,’ she said, just as the door opened, and a grey-haired doctor came in. When he got close enough, I could see ‘Dr..