Jeff about dropped my beer as he handed it to me. “Fuck man. I did not even know my old lady was into that shit. I thought it was just us guys that ...hoked our chicken now and then. I would not mind being a fly one the wall at that one myself,” he said with an evil grin. About then my wife stepped out and reminded me that I had promised her that I would help rearrange my rec room so she could sit more people. I had to excuse my self and get busy. I told Jeff I would call or send him a Yahoo. He had nice hands, too, with long nails that were clipped short. John had grown rather stout during their marriage, and his fingers had come to look a little like sausages, stuffed and without character. He smiled at her again. John had only scowled at her. She wished, as she had so often, that she knew what it was he held against her, and why on earth he had married her. He had seemed to love her so much, she had no inkling why all that had suddenly been reversed. It was over a year and a. Besides, we've got the resources to deal with this thing and you don't. Remember, this is what we're all about. If people start showing up at our door, we'll just handle it."Jimmy showed up a few minutes later and was brought up to speed on the situation. He nodded his head and ventured, "It won't be the first time we've had to deal with people trying to get their animals back. Don't worry about it Steve. I'll activate the motion sensors and start keeping a closer eye on the monitors." I know. You do what you can; that is all.”“You can’t possibly ... No, you probably understand as well as anyone can.”“I’ve never been in a position as bad as Passion Mill, but yes, I think I can understand the desire to give more than I have to offer. No matter what, this week will be burned into your memory, full of things you wish you’d done differently along with all the little triumphs when something worked. Regardless of the outcome, this can form the grist for your growth into a strong defender..