As he attempted to spit floor lint out of the sides of his mouth, his legs pulled free from the tangled blanket, and he clumsily somersaulted to the f...oor with an unceremonious thud. He pulled himself back up to the bed to see Tina curled up against the headboard, sitting upright, legs pulled tightly to her chest, arms wrapped around her knees, eyes wide as saucers, staring downward into space. He crawled back into bed, put her arms around her and whispered, ‘Honey. . .’ Noticing her lack of. "I have to drop this off at the bank's night deposit box," mommy said,smiling brightly at me. "I can walk you part of the way to John Lewis andwe can talk about your first day."We left together and walked in silence for a few blocks. The day had beena whirlwind and it was impossible for me to organise my thoughts. Mommyseemed to sense that and offered to pull my overnight case after she haddropped the cash off into the bank's outside lock box."The first thing I have to do is bring another pair. Ami ebar ekta balis niye or pod er niche dilam,r or pa duto choriye dilam.ete or fola gud ta aro fute uthechilo,r boro hoye uthechilo.ami amar bara ta rupar gud e set kore ekta choto thap dilam.o halka chitkar korlo.ebar bara ta bar kore r ekbar thap dilam,dekhlam half dhukeche.onekdin na choday rupa boudir gud tight hoyechilo.Ami ebar aste aste thap marchilam,rupa aaahhh uuuhhh korchilo ebar ami bara ta bar kore jore ramthap dilam,dekhlam rupa r gud amar puro bara ta ke gile nilo.rupa kukre. Muje samaj main nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karu kahi unty muchje gussa hoyi or mere parents ko bata diya toh. Lekin maine socha jo hoga dekha jayega. Maine pehle unty ke muh ke pas geya or unki sanso ki khushboo lene laga. Phir main himat karke uski kamar pe hath rakha diya. For maine dhir dhire anty ki salwar la nada khol diya or use dile kar hath andhar panty main dal diya. Thodi der main aise hi pada raha phir himmar kar ke maine usi panty ke andhar hath dalne laga main chut pe puchne hi.