Shethought that it was absolutely the coolest, and wantedto see it happen. I told her no, that that kind of thingis fine at a certain age, but is like...y to get you intohot water if indulged in as a more grown up grown up.“Tosh,” she replied. I was a sex hypocrite, and if Ireally loved her, I would let her figure something out.We laughed and I let it be for the time being. Not long after, we visited her Uncle’s giant house inWestchester County, New York. This was unusual,. ‘Pardon me if I rest my eyes, and my souls, for a few moments, Jack. Perhaps you wish to do the same. I expect you had a rather…active…night.’ I rested my hands on my knees and stared into the fire. Secrets seemed to hide within its glowing core, and the leaping tongues of flame sought to provide clues to the mystery, but I could not decipher them. I closed my eyes and let my mind open to the faint voices of my souls. Tommy came back in with a large gourd full of hot water. ‘I came as quickly. ‘Man! What a show. Playing with you guys is never dull, but I’m beat. I’ll call you Monday, we’ve got things to talk about.’ I looked, but Moira was nowhere to be seen. Jimmy said she left right after the show, and promised to call Monday. Sammi left word she would like to talk to me also, if I had some free time Monday. I better rest tomorrow, Monday was gonna be really busy. I had lunch with Mom and Dad Sunday. As usual Mom talked and we listened. If Dad had something important to say he. This is so wrong. My students… the other teachers… the school president with her cat eyes and her tight bun-- oh God!Every muscle and fiber clenches and seems, for a moment, to point at that one little nub between my legs like so many compass needles. I climb another few notches, gasp for breath because I know I will soar and fall, it cannot be helped, he won’t stop, he won’t-The second my body’s every atom is blowing up and I’m ready to howl like an animal from overwhelming ecstasy, he removes.