My friend was so upset at losing his position that he worked himself into a stroke Saturday, and he's in a hospital and in a coma. He's the only perso... in the world I can think of that knows enough to help. You're stuck!"I was just overwhelmed with feelings. I am only 34, and now I'm stuck in a fetish outfit out of my dreams. And I can't go to work anymore, I can't speak, Can't taste a juicy steak, and a lot of things for the rest of my life. I was in shock."Well slave," Mistress started. "I am so sorry about tonight. I... I have no idea what happened. One minute I was fine and enjoying myself, the next I was watching the roomspin. Can you forgive me?" I took a breath in a little louder than expected."Forgive you? For what?" he paused and considered what he had just said. "I will forgive you only if you do not leave here now. Please, do not go yet. If you must I will understand but I feel like I have failed you this evening." He placed the towel over his shoulder again, his suit. I was attracted to him instantly. I was going to tell him he was sexier than his profile picture but before I could say one word he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me towards him. He started kissing my neck and grabbing my ass. I liked how his strong hands felt me up. After a few minutes of kissing and feeling me up, he asks me if I wanted to get comfortable in his bed while he got us a drink. I said "yes." When he was in the kitchen I stripped down to my panties and laid down. He comes in. I started to think about sex with my son.To help satisfy my growing urges I used to surf the internet and look for pictures of young men with big hard cocks.Seeing those boys jacking off their thick juicy young cocks, really made my pussy dripping wet. Watching them I started to wonder just how big my own son's cock might be.One night, after I thought my son had gone to bed, I was online when I found a young man of about 18 on a webcam. He had such a lovely big cock and I sat watching him.