I was so scared and embarrassed that i was not able to talk to her for the whole day and just stayed in my room playing video games and masturbated th...nking about her in my washroom, and the good thing was she didn’t told my parents anything. So the nest day again i went to the gym came back took a shower and then my mami served me breakfast and started talking to me about normal things that how my exams went and all that in that conversation this happenedMami- hey so tell me do u have a. Chaperones welcome.’ For the first 24 hours after his posting he had gotten the usual stream of spam and one ‘real’ email from a girl who was curious but ultimately stopped responding after a few message. Since then, there had been no responses and he had actually forgotten he had posted. This response seemed somewhat promising, however. The email stated that the author was a young woman in her mid-20s who was very interested in anything sexually adventurous, and was particularly interested in. At the tender age of sixteen and one month, it's impossible to gauge how a person will behave when faced with affection from another, especially when they are shy, reticent and immature.It's true what they say, that women develop emotionally, far earlier than men, or a teenager in my case.I must have experienced so many emotions in those five months of love, each one causing my heart to flutter in some uncontrolled way, many causing butterflies in my stomach and one or two leaving me in a state. You obviously had some deep struggles. How close did you come in2007 to giving the dream of being a girl? How were you able to get pastthe stress and doubt? Do you have any recommendations for those whomight be in that situation now?The answer lies in your heart. For me, there were a million reasons togive up rocketing around in my head during that time and a few othersthroughout the process. In the end though, it wouldn't have made mehappy. I knew in my heart transitioning was the right.