But in the back of my mind I kept hearing my conversation with Rod when I'd gone to him about turning Gordon Ceres in to the authorities. Our legal sy...tem isn't perfect, but, damnit, I'd been judge, jury, and executioner too much already just getting to this point; I didn't just want to let the system do its job, I needed to give it that chance. What I had told Bastion was true; I hadn't killed any of his people. But Jamie – as independent as she may be – is as much a part of me as Spring was. I laughed, at his reaction, and then realized I was happy with my changing fortunes, boys mid-teen have full developed penises, and three was always my fantasy number, but more darkly, they were young and fresh, that more than anything else, excited me.'We are on our Duke of Edinburgh Awards Scheme', he volunteered, 'three nights out camping and map reading', he rattled-on, and I nodded, wondering if any of them liked to fuck a woman in her ass, I could live out a fantasy here on these. As from it comes then the need to be judged by your horse peers as to which dream is righteous enough to come true. You walk out of the barn and ignore them, they will judge you harshly," Valerie the fading double said, she giving her living double a fair warning.Literally stomping her feet along the sidewalk back to the house, Valerie was near to halfway there when from out of the dark came the form of one of those Welsh ponies kept and used for pulling at the county fair."Valerie please stop. I thought Al was a real "mensch" as my dad used to say.That was a big part of my attraction to him. I loved being a sex slave for Judy, but this was different. Al was out there in the "real world". I didn't call him "master", and he didn't have to put a collar and a leash on me or tie me up or anything like that. I got the same rush that I got with Judy without any of that. He didn't act like a dom to me, though I hoped he would a little more. I would have totally done anything, anything, he.