Finally she uttered one word, "Coffee." She had evidently poured it when she heard my car pull into the driveway, for it was setting on the table stea...ing.We sat across from each other knowing we had to speak, but neither knowing where to start. I said, "I understand that you're pregnant. How do you feel about that?" Dirk, I feel bad--terrible in fact. Terrible because it's not yours. One minute I hate what's inside of me and the next I feel like I always do when I'm pregnant. I am always. As I said, I am not setting foot back on American soil until I feel my family is safe. If you think it's that important, then you will just have to come to me when we get settled back on the island. Bring your family with you. Take a week and relax a little for a change. We have plenty of room and it won't cost any of you a thing." Ok, Jon. While I have this out, I will go through it and carry out some of the personal notes your grandfather left as instructions for me to handle personally. Jon,. 1 new text messagelisaoh god josh i didnt expect this from you. your always so nice to me, i thought you were just a flirt but as i can see you want much more from me and i think i want the same with you. when i was drunk i remember showing my boobs and trying to get in your pants, but you wouldnt let me cause josh was in the other room. i love it when we make out cause you say you need practice and im more then happy to help you. i always thought you were just trying to get me in bed and it. . Fay’s family had moved in next- door, and had invited everyone to a stereotypical neighborhood cook-out/pool-party. At first, I really didn’t want to go, assuming that no one my age would be there, but seeing that I had no real excuse not to go, combined with my parent’s persuasive lecturing, I wound up going to the party.The party was pretty bland for me, the adults stood and talked about the weather and other boring and pedantic topics, while the kids swam in the pool, splashing and.