The first lady I had sex with after my separation, SS, was a co-worker who I’m sure saw the pain and frustration I was feeling after being together ...ith My Ex-K for f******n years. She was the one who mentioned online dating to me and we hit it off for a very short while. I had expectations I shouldn’t have had, I was a little broken at the time. SS fixed much of that by sleeping with me, and showing me that I could find love again, and that is what I wanted, to find love. But SS and I were not. Hmmmmm..guess I am a gamer too lol. The kids had their own cash to spend but jason was not too happy with the $200 he got so I offered to back him up.Now I wanted to get Jason out of the picture at least until I can sweet talk ashley.So I gave him another $150 and boy was he happy.I guessed I was being a good father.We decided that we will all meet up at 12 midday at the Cafe on floor 3.So we went off and I can see that ashley was so hapy that she and I can spend time shopping.She had $200 as. This time, however, as I was scrambling around getting myself ready in the brief time I had after College, I decided not to take the risk of taking the sexy dress with me, after all, I had to acknowledge that this might actually be another straight forward baby sitting exercise, and Jeremy wouldn't get drunk again and Francine wouldn't....my thinking stopped there as heat almost overwhelmed me and I dashed into the shower and stood for an age under a very, very cool spray.I stood in front of. "So, let me review. She could feel me fucking her with my tongue, but wasunaware that my hard penis was even inside of her? Great!Soon, she was sleeping peacefully in my arms. I couldn't sleep though.I could only think of how inadequate I'd been. How I'd failed miserablyin the lovemaking department. I'd never thought of myself as huge downthere, but I'd sure never thought I was, well, inadequate. I'd made loveto other women before and no one had complained. Of course, now that Ithought.