I felt like I was about to explode.“Can I-I get you a drink, Laur…Larissa?” he stuttered.I could barely speak I was frozen by his fire. “Pleas...,” I managed to whisper.He ordered a Jack Daniels and coke for himself and a Tequila sunrise for me. I didn’t even realize but we still had a hold of each other’s hands.I leant over to him and placed my lips just shy of his ear. “Fuck this. I need you, lets go to your room?”“Yes,” he said firmly, “I can’t wait any longer.”We grabbed our drinks and made. Well she wasnt running away since i was one of the best pussy lickings she'd ever gotten. well at least til today im sure ive been the best she had. well after a while i guess i was doing such a great job she couldnt take it anymore and she just told me to fuck her raw. i complied. ive always had check myself so i knew i was good n i mean she told me she only had her bf at the moment lol. which was funny to me but i just couldnt say no to suck a beautiful ass n pussy like hers. this night. I go out during the day, always coming home to anempty, lonely, dark, too quiet place. I don’t even know my own thoughts anymore. How do youcry on paper? How do you explain emptiness? Sophie wasright when she told me one time that I should diefirst, that I didn’t know how to take care of myselfwell enough to live alone and that I probably couldn’thandle it.I remember arguing with her that I took care of myselffor over sixty years and I could continue to do sountil the day I. While I unhooked the top of the bathing suit, he pushed and pulled the panty portion until they lay in a heap at my feet. I stepped out of them and lay on the bed. Matt’s fingers went immediately to my vagina and began to stroke softly along my moist slit. Soon, my juices were flowing and he inserted his middle finger between my labia and into my womb entrance. The contact felt good and I began to anticipate receiving his cock.With the impatience of youth, he stopped fingering me and moved.