“Surprise.” He whispered and his smile grew larger. I didn’t know what he meant at first. He just sat there smiling at me. Then I felt it, I was...filling up with more warmth and a pleasant pressure in my guts. He was pissing in me.“Oh fuck master! Thank you!” I laughed.* “I didn’t hurt you too much did I?” Said Cody. After filling me with piss he’d sucked me dry then spat it into my mouth. After untying me I’d waddled to the bathroom to empty myself. We’d showered and now lay on the bed. * I stood there, gazing with sad eyes across the crowded hallway. There were dozens upon dozens of people around, but I was alone in this moment. A sea of grief divided within my heart. There was an insistent throbbing somewhere deep within my soul, and I felt as if it could go unanswered no longer. It was now or never. She sat before a glass case, alit with sparkling jewels and metals. A casual grace suffused from her, filling the air and the room with a radiance that these mere stones only. When we came up for air her look was intense. She told me this would be our little secret, mommy didn't need to know. She asked me if I liked it which was moot, she knew I did. All I could do was whimper and nod yes. I knew you would, sweet girl she told me with assured confidence. I reached up to press her face to me this time. I was hungry, all thoughts of the outside world vanished. She surprised me, breaking our kiss, calling me her 'tiger kitten' and asking what happened to the straight. ”(We continue to stay the way we are in bed, me hugging her, and we quietly talk.)“What do you want to talk about” she whispers.“It's just that, in just a few months I have to be all alone again” I whispered.“You know you don't have to we sign the papers and you can officially be our son” she replied.“I know but, things won't be the same” I replied.“Why won't things be the same anymore” she replied.“I don't know I just think some things change” I whispered.“Like what things” she replied.(I.