”“Wow, I love that, Nicole.”“Speaking of the ‘L’ word, that was the wildest part of it.”“What do you mean?”“He started calling me ...hat, while I stroked him. And kissed him. He was moaning. Then he looked right into my eyes and said, ‘I fucking love you, Nickles.’”“Oh. So?”“We haven’t said that to each other since I was like thirteen. It just really shocked me. I mean, I know he’s been staring at me for a long time. I thought it was just that he was horny for any female in his field of. They drove into a secure area of the airport and headed for a private hanger. They all got out and went to a small office and met a man and woman in designer company uniforms. Inga and Gunnar were the flight crew and Janelle was the cabin attendant. She could also substitute in the cockpit if needed. The Gulfstream 650ER was a beautiful aircraft. Janelle showed them suitcases with extra garments their sizes and took their weekend baggage from the hotel stay. She said they just needed to look in. I'm sure he has other things he'd rather be doing, but he never complains about it."Yep back to my gilded cage," I say in a jovial voice that I really don't feel."Do you need anything before we go?" he asks me. I know what I need from him, but he's turned me down too many times for me to try again.Instead I just say, "No, I think I'll just head down to the pool and sauna this afternoon." At least the hotel has some nice features to keep me busy all day long. The sauna is one of my. .I was ready and as able bodied as any twenty-one year old.Spent many lonely nights dreaming of all those places in the world that were exotic.Enough of the day dreaming, I had an interview for a day job on the following Monday morning.I had to live now, in a big reality, the reality that bites.As I was about to get up and walk to the bar, this handsome 6'3' guy walks up to me.His eyes were as dark as the night, his body was as rugged and strong as the tallest mountain. I wanted to resist this.