Amanda hugged Bobby closer. She didn’t need to yell now.“I need you in the worst way right now,” she sighed, leaning into him. “You want to ma...e another baby with me?”He squeezed her back.“One isn’t enough?”“She makes me want to have a dozen,” said Amanda, reaching up for a quick kiss.“Not in public, Amanda!” growled Rodney, from behind them.It went long, but nobody cared. The band wanted to play all night, but they finally ran out of steam after an extra half hour of concert. They’d given it. Liam saw this and cut me off before I could make a sound. He tightened his hold on my right hand and tugged gently as he spoke quietly. “Lift up your skirt and bend over my knee baby.”It wasn't as if I hadn't done that before. I had lots of times. But somehow this felt very different. Scarier. More serious somehow. Nevertheless, it didn't feel as if I had the option to object or refuse. I freed my hand from his and reached behind me, lifting my skirt as I shuffled to stand to the side of his. I could smell the beer on her breath and then a cheap aftershave. I knew she was dancing now since she was coming home sweaty. I would ask her what she had done but she would just drawl, "relaxin'."The first time she kissed me and it was sweet feeling her body on mine. Then the evil green monster of jealousy stepped in — I wasn't immune to it. I was human!She would come home and try to kiss me with the beer on her breath, her beautiful hair smelling of cigars and stale cigarette smoke. I would. I handed Dan the phone and went and checked on the kids.No one called Saturday at all. Dan and I took all the kids to the zoo and were gone most of the day. There were no messages on the answering machine when we got back. We weren't worried because we told them not to call too late.On Sunday morning Barb called and told me the time they would be at the airport so Dan could be there to pick them up. She sounded a little withdrawn and I asked her if everything was alright. She told me that they.