When we got to his house I already knew his dad wouldn't be home, and his mom had ran off. It wasn't hard to figure out why he was so fucked up in the...mind, but it was one of the things I loved about him. I went straight to his couch and turned on the TV for no reason, because as soon as he sat down it was obvious we would not be watching TV. He grabbed my face, and we made out like the fucking world was ending. I was sitting on him with my legs spread to either side, and could already feel him. After a few minutes, I answered his question. "I think I want solitude first." He kissed me on the temple, got up, and went out.When I came down, everybody was in the living room. "I didn't mean..." Katherine started."All you did was express thoughtful concern," I said. "I just couldn't stand thoughtful concern just then. I haven't the foggiest idea what our schedule is right now. I don't know whether I can pull off another jar-feeding tonight. All I can tell you is that she will get cranky. I look at him up at him and get instantly aroused and feel pangs of guilt because of what I have done with Tommy. God he looks so cute and has such a little boy smile. I say to myself. He leans towards me and starts to kiss me as he is trying to take my robe off and I say to myself please no, not right now and suddenly the telephone rings and I let out a mental sigh. Gabriel stops kissing me and gives me this horny look and then answers. “You ready man? Yeah, ok me too, ok cool I will meet you. For ourselves, we think that in the bedroom it’s different. Words like ‘cock’ and ‘cunt’ add something. We talk a lot.” He looked at Laura. “We have our moments, too,” she said. “Let’s see how it goes - but don’t hold back for us. But while we seem to be clearing the decks, what about condoms?” I was pleased when Harold gave a straight answer. “We prefer it without - condoms take away something. But it’s a matter of trust, isn’t it? Some people don’t want to take the chance.” Laura and I had.