You’re going to need to borrow at least another $32,000 to get everything you want on the place. Your personal taxes are going to go up.”“Do you...have any good news?”“Yes, you’re paying the interest to yourself.”“That’s good.”Tim said, “The good news, Benny, is that by this time next year, you’ll be living your dream.”“Put like that, I’m happy.”Cathy said, “So there you are. Your business is doing well. Even if you don’t bring in another dime, you can pay yourselves for four more years. Your. And I don’t expect an answer. I don’t think we even know the answer. Not yet, anyway.” We lay quite still, just our chests moving with shallow breaths and my left hand gently smoothing across her back. I could have stayed like that for ever. I wanted with all my heart to stay cocooned with My Gaynor. “You’re sweating,” she said, withdrawing her arm from under my shirt and sitting up She looked down at my face. “Take your shirt off.” I sat up and pulled the shirt over my head. “Oh, what the. I, well I really do miss her but she did make thingsdifficult for some people, especially you." Yes, she told me she didn't want me around any of you any more," Jennylooked around. Then she leaned in, "and that's why she had to go." What?" Monica looked in shock."Well, she just made me so angry that I hit her, and while she was layingthere I suddenly saw how perfect things would be if she would just goaway. And they are!" You killed her?" Monica gasped."It's not like I planned on it," Jenny. ?”Walker crossed his arms, nodded solemnly to himself, rendering a mute judgment.Impulsively, I stripped off my thong, tossed it to him and pushed the elevator button. Adam and I left the building. Commando.Chip rose from his seat at the bar and cheek-bussed me. “You look terrific.”“My meeting with Caitlin is over.”“You look ... sensational.”I did. I was wearing a new navy blazer with gold buttons. Double breasted of course. No top, no bra — it was a look I’d been experimenting with. A look.