Sunny began saying: ‘I’ve danced nude in this barn since I was 7 years old, my papa would hide behind those boards and watch me. Sometimes he wou...d touch himself, slowly drawing his hand back and forth on something I couldn’t see. He would breathe so hard then grunt and be quite until I left. In the house Papa would only hug me softly but I could never get close to him like he had a wall between us. I wanted him to touch me. Boys at school would grope me but I wanted something more. One. And they'll go and I'll either feel it and be crushed, or be so numb that I don't feel anything. That's not true. I do feel now. But all I feel is lonesome." All right Ray. What prompted this change and what caused the original behaviour formation?" The change? It was Chuck."The meeting with the pschyiatrist went better than he thought. Liz was very easy to talk to. It was easy to share these things with someone that wouldn't judge him. He was able to tell her and not feel the shame of self. He'd broken her heart and she was going to make his life hell for it. Luckily she had already formed the perfect plan. Tom had a twin sister that Luna also got on quite well with. Her name was Shannon and she was drop dead gorgeous. She'd fallen out with her mum about a year ago and had moved out into a house about a minutes walk away from Luna's. Because of this they had bumped into each other quite a lot when Luna was back from school and they had built a steady friendship. So Shannon would. We men talked about where, on the maps, we were currently located and how we might verify that. We also talked about landmarks that would relate to the maps that I had.With the girls, I cautioned Lind that she should only copy and note maps privately even if that put her behind in her work. I could not change the Sin Loos attitude about women any time soon nor did I want trouble. I also noted to Trud and Sue that Lind was mapping on my instructions and those instructions included their not.