It felt like there was a part of me that longed to be released. I think this is why I could never bear the thought of letting go of you. I knew, that ...espite all my efforts, the house, cars, and wife, that I would never be part of society. Not without my book of dirty little secrets. Oh my dear, dear, Diary, I have such a nice one. If you recall back into my teenage years, I would sneak into my older sisters room and touch her in her sleep. It has always. been a rush. To feel my heart beating. "Settle down, Stan," he told himself aloud, "Get a grip. It's just a date, you're not getting married!"He forced himself to schedule things: shower, followed by a change of clothes, a quick snack, then listen to some soothing music. Oh, wait, better have the snack first — he didn't want to drip strawberry jam down his clean shirt, and that would be bound to happen. Actually, better the music first.Mozart's Wind Serenade filled the living room, and Stan sat, seeking a little peace at last. He. Sure enough, almost on time, the store's delivery van arrived. Using my very best voice of authority(?) I ordered the driver to put my goods in the upstairs bedroom. He was so timid and maybe just maybe submissive? Martha and I decided to visit London Zoo we had not been there since we were children. On arrival, we went straight to the cafeteria for a coffee. I sensed that there was something wrong. She took a sheet of paper from her handbag and passed it over to me. At the top of the sheet and. He make me bend on the table, pull my thrusters and panties down to my ankles, and he started fucking my asshole, again he spend nearly 2 hours with his cock inside my ass, After two weeks Ludmila was very happy, she told me that everything was fine now, after four weeks i notice the hotel personal, were looking at me and smiling while looking at a picture, I was very friendly with the head porter, so I asked him to find out why? he then show me a picture of me on top of the office table with.