"Ed looked down at the floor of the room for a second and then said, "I'm supporting you in fighting this crisis of followership for one reason. I thi...k that we need a lot more changes in our political leadership before we can rid this country and the whole world of the forces that feed the cycles of self destruction. John wanted that more than anything. He saw the Druid College as an instrument that could bring around that result."Turning to look at William and Lucy, Ed said, "You are a lot. The feeling of a soft cock in my mouth is very hot, that first couple of sucks that start the hardness and the realization, no matter the finished size, of it completely being engorged is something the female body just doesn't allow me. As I get older now I've spent the better part of my life not repressing myself, using the gifts I've been given to satisfy my sexual partners with no guilt or shame and I am proud of finally being able to write about memories and as I create them now too. My. People around me noticed it too. I got compliments on my smiles. People even told me they didn't think I knew how to smile. Apparently, I'd been a grumpy Gus, rarely smiling. After our tryst, I smiled a lot more thinking about Jay.Our second get together was just as delicious as the first. Jay picked me up to run since it was a 'rest' day for the group. We went out to some trails to get our mileage in. It was a beautiful, crisp, chilly November day, perfect for running. The weekend before. At the age of fifteen, I was thin and had a rather pale, melancholic complexion. My natural air of melancholy was often mistaken for unhappiness caused by some trouble, hence my fellow students always tried to cheer me up in vain. I knew exactly the cause of this melancholy: I was in love, not with a particular person, but with the notion of love and masculinity. My burgeoning body longed to be touched, kissed, dominated. Its thirst demands to be quenched by a virile body. Every night, in the.