I was astonished when she nodded in agreement. I had always dreamt of this moment and it was finally here and, without fail, I went upstairs that nigh..., and was not disappointed. It was just as good as I had ever imagined. My very own snooker table!I’ve organized a charity night in aid of people who can’t reach orgasm, but don’t worry if you can’t come.Vodka and ice will ruin your kidneys. Rum and ice will ruin your liver. Whiskey and ice will ruin your heart. Gin and ice will ruin your brain.. Anyway we’d no sooner awoke, than the Staff Nurse looked at me and tapped her watch. This was my re-minder that Frank Thorn was due to arrive (or he had arrived and was in-hiding somewhere). I have no idea how much the nurses knew of the situation, probably all of it, if they’d overheard Ottilie’s visitors talking to her. Yeah, nothing was taboo, we’d been told by Ottilie’s specialists. But I believe that some of the doctors didn’t know the full story, because more than one of them referred to. As I walked I found myself looking at the young men, looking at their crotch's trying to imagine what they may look like naked, what there cock's looked like out of their pants.I felt very lucky in one aspect, there was talk about a big sex ring busted up here at the school. That school was not the same now with Mr. Harris and Harry gone while some kids spoke of a nun being involved, others would quell that kind of talk... The only ones that really knew where gone and would never be allowed. Finally I had the make up to as perfect as it could be andstarted adding false eyelashes and nails, although I tried to keep myown as long as I could.It was also at that time that I realized my sexual awakening, I was ableto get some reading material on men dressing as women and found out theycalled us transvestites. Some stories I read only involved men andwomen, but I also found stories that involved men dressing together andthose really turned me on. The thought of being with someone else.