For the first time as I stood there looking into John’s eyes I did not see Carrie in them. I only saw myself in his eyes. I did not know whether tha... was a good thing or a bad thing. I may have just lost the man I had fallen in love with many years ago. For if, I did not see myself as Carrie I had a feeling John did not as well.I sat down beside him on the sofa taking his hand into mine as I asked, “You did not see me as Carrie did you John?”John shook his head no as I asked, “You did get what. . in total silence.“OK, then ... well then ... um ... normally we both get about the place without any clothes on except when, as in your case, we are introducing ourselves to groups that come from a non-nudist background and we want them to feel a bit more comfortable on their first visit because, as you all know by now, this facility is a nudist facility but it is not just a nudist facility in the normal sense of the word. This complex was built for a very special purpose.”At this point there. What an ass I thought.“That sucks, I should just, quit and get the fuck out of here.” I stammered my angry words out.“Well you could do that or…” she stopped mid-sentence.The lift door opened and she followed me in. I pushed 7 and she pushed 19 – the floor reserved for the elite of the company.I stood and looked at her. She was small with perfect sizes breasts – just a handful – and I could see her nipples were hardening under her silk dress.“Or?…” I said wanting to know. . I do."She nodded. "Okay. You are sure?"I swallowed. "I'm sure. Let's go ahead and do this." What about your family?" Oh. I don't know. I didn't think about that." What will you do?" Do? Oh, like, for a living?" Yes, for money." I don't know. I just lost my job, Luck." Oh, Alex. I'm sorry." It's okay, it's a good thing. I can see that now. Maybe I can get adifferent kind of programming job. Maybe I won't have to take it soseriously this time." Is that what you want to do?" Not really. But what.