At the mall I saw them within a few minutes of being inside and thought they were following us and it was then I said something to my husband. He lau...hed and said I was paranoid. I told him I don't think so that I am sure it was the same men I saw at the park. He laughed and asked "what if it was? It's probably coincidence they're here too and you need to relax". Relax I said to myself knowing full well the bounce alone in my breasts was easily seen inside or outside and the hard nipples. "Well, try me. Sit down and watch the Futures numbers while I boil up some water for coffee for you."He didn't seem to be thrilled but he sat down and picked up the remote while I went into the kitchen. As I placed the pot on the stove, I heard the hauntingly familiar throbbing music of that video. I ran into the den. Sandy sat there transfixed, his mouth agape, but his body racked with sobs. A quick glance at the screen showed me flat on my back, my legs straight up in the air, my hands. "Clarence, no. I do not want a divorce, and especially not after all of these years. You're my husband, not him. I love you; I use him. That's all there is to it. I need to get you to see that," she said."But why! Why are we even having this conversation. I need you. I take care of you don't I? I make good love to you don't I? Why are you doing this to me!" I said."To begin with it was all born of your fantasies; the ones you've been assaulting me with for these last many years, Clarence," she. Well then you’re better off without him.”“Oh and for what it’s worth, I think you are a beautiful woman.”“Ha, sure.” She says waving her hand and blushing slightly.We sit in relative silence as she finishes her drink. Once she’s done I stand up and stretch.“Do you want to stay here tonight?” I ask“Would that be alright” She responds hesitantly“Of course, you can use our spare bedroom.“Do you want to have a shower?”“No I just want to sleep if that’s ok”I follow her up the stairs, unable to keep.