Becky dressed and went back to her room to shower and change clothes.In the shower, the full impact of what I had just done had hit me. Not only had I...had sex with Becky, but I’d betrayed Kara. I’d also crossed a line that Stephanie had drawn quite clearly. I’d really made a mess of things just when they were going well. I should have simply pushed Becky away when she first came up to me. I was indeed a dumb boy; a complete and total fucking idiot.Stephanie had told Kara that when I was dumb, I. I would have a talk with him later. With that Joey does a circle motion with his hand in the air, and we all follow him to Jerry's grill like he was some ring leader now, lol. It was cute—so I just let him have his day. As we are munchin down on burgers and shakes, Joey finally ask's “Matthew—why did that dude keep calling me soldier b o y”? I explain to Joey that it was an old skewl term, referring to hustlers. “HUH” Joey looked confused. “Dudes that sell their dicks on the street to dirty old. I reminded them of the deal we made so they quickly took off their shirts as part of the deal. I told them they had to take off their pants as I did so I knew they were going to keep their part of the deal. All three agreed so I started dancing around as I started to slip my pants down my legs, and they also stood up and started to pull their pants down. I was happily surprised to see three hard cocks sticking out in their underwear! I guess they did think I was sexy- it was a real turn on! I. “V, did you mean what you said? About wanting this to be our thing? A little piece of me that you have and Jill doesn’t?”She looked at me with a look of mild guilt and embarrassment. “Would that be so bad? So selfish?”Before I realized what I was saying the words came out of my mouth. “I guess not,” but once said I felt a strange closeness to Veronica but a dull ache of guilt towards my absent wife, as if I’d just committed an act of unfaithfulness and betrayal. The way Veronica smiled in.