I put my finger to my lips to hush her and said, “I know, Deb. That’s not the problem. The real problem is that I got so turned on watching you wi...h Gus that I could hardly stand it.”I went on to explain to Deb all of the contradictory thoughts that were going on in my mind. I even shared how disgusted I was with the things I had done with her after Gus. In the process, I explained my thinking that I just couldn’t see how she could ever respect me now. After all, I had knowingly sucked her. From his photos he was in his mid-twenties, he liked my response and photo, he was O.K with me being older, he replied that didn’t matter – he liked what he saw and the others were not to his liking. He gave me the name of the hotel and the suit he was staying in. We agreed that I go up to his suit within the hour, I asked him if he could shower before I got there – he said no-problem, nobody likes a smelly cock. I was stumbling around thinking should I go ahead with this, I checked out his. I rationalized that it was just as well Joey called a halt to our relationship because my goals were in sight and my future still didn’t include him. I carried that attitude back to school with me.Back in Gainesville I was able to focus on school to the exclusion of all else. Even on the weekends I stayed home buried in research for my thesis. Writing a thesis cut two courses off the MBA program. With the credits I would receive from my summer internship at Spellman Group I would complete my. So it was a nice ambiance as it should be for a good body massage. He started off with massaging my head and it felt so good and relaxed.Then he started massaging my body and he spent more time massaging my boobs and tummy and I think he loved them. Later he massaged my legs and it felt good.After that, he turned me back and massaged my back and ass. I must tell you it felt really good and awesome. I told him to massage once more my legs as I had pain in legs. So he did that but this time.