I can hear my 'lift', before I see it. Valerie is fetching me on her hog!Yeah!! I love riding 'bitch' on her Harley Davidson. Valerie must havedrive... separately to the bowl alley. Valerie is 'off the leash' as onesays. I am sure she is off to go shoot pool or play poker at somelesbian biker bar, or go to a sissy strip club, after bowling night. Notreally my mother's scene. Valerie might come home with a third toplay/share with mother, they like to keep it exciting.Valeria screeches to a. I was so nervous that I could barely eat or sleep! Thank goodness that I only had to wait for 2 days, I would have never survived anything longer than that.We were to meet at Applebee's, my favorite place to eat. I think mom chose it to make me feel a little more comfortable, but I don't think it helped much. I spent the entire afternoon trying on different things and trying to fix my hair and makeup. Nothing seemed to work. Everything I put on made me feel too fat or too skinny. Every. ..thenthe bell rang. I was still a bit confused as they carriedme back to the dressing room and laid me out on the table.A couple of the trainers were looking me over when Angelowalked in. "Get her fixed up, she?s got some things she?s gottado." He told them. I must?ve been still groggy from the punch, "Her,she?" One of the trainers put a cloth over my face and as Irealized it was tainted with some acrid smell the wholeroom left me for black. When I woke, I was lying on my stomach. No. He grabbed a bunch of it,it felt so soft. "Why oh why didn't I read that paper more carefully.well there is no turning back now" He sat down on the couch again with asad look, his lips curled down and his eyes watered up. He felt a hand on his shoulder, it was Brittany."It's ok, these mood swings are just part of the changes, it will be justok" Matt stood up and Brittany hugged him and he sobbed". In his squeakyvoice Matt said "What's wrong with me, I'm a guy, guys don't cry likethis."Brittany.