I had to look. My eyes opened and I stared, pursed-lipped and breathing shallowly. The medics checked her pulse, checked for breathing, and shared a l...ok when they didn’t find either. They picked her up and strapped her onto the stretcher. She was rolled to the ambulance and the doors closed, shutting her and the medics from my sight. I took a breath, another, and stood up. Looking up at the building, the fire almost gone, I turned around and ran. I ran, barefoot over rock and broken bottles.. Climbing in between the two muscular young men, pressed between their bodies, they handed her a Schlitz beer and roared off into the late afternoon sunlight.As you might imagine from the location, beach parties were a very common occurrence, particularly among young people who were drinking and drugging illegally. The three of them rode about town for a hour or so, with Dave driving recklessly to scare and impress Denise, consuming several beers and stopping at a miserable little shack of a. I know how wild you are.”No promises,” Lucy said with a smile. “Hey, would you take a shower with me? Been wanting to ask, but never got around to it. And with you moving in with him, well...”“Sure, I guess. It's not like I've never seen you naked. We did shower in school gym class.”Callie was a little apprehensive as she stepped into the shower with Lucy. The warm spray from the shower head felt great as she cleaned her body. It was different not showering alone. It reminded her of the school. I needed to focus just on me. I did masturbate, but that was fine, because I could pleasure myself. My new life was going to be all about me and my pleasure.I was finally ready to meet somebody. I think what I missed most of all was companionship. I just wanted somebody to talk about everyday stuff with. I hadn’t been in the dating world in over ten years.I opened and account on-line and started talking to several people. It was a nice way of getting to know somebody first. I had many.