And tbhi me samajh gya ki green signal mil rha h bacche. Meri khushi bahut jyada thi.Ab ham apne apne kam me busy hogye.. Suddenly khane ka order aagy... mene bola khana to khaoge na she said nh mene kha it’s ok we will share from one. She said she is not hungry tbhi bhi mene ek plate order kri and jb khana aaya I said khalo friend ki baat nh sunoge and she started laughing and said it’s ok. We will share the food.Ab hamne khana kha lia and usne pucha tum whatsapp pr ho mene ekdum se haan krke. ”“Stephanie, Jennifer has never had sex with another guy. And she says she doesn’t want to.”“That’s for a different reason. I talked to Jennifer about that. She’s convinced that you can’t handle it and that if she does, it will be the end of things with you. I’m pretty sure she’s right, Big Brother, and that is why no other dick will be anywhere in my body until you and I have decided we’ve had enough or you get married. I bet Karin told you the same thing.”“She did, and so did Birgit.”“Yes,. It seemed to make sense to her, or it seemed to make enough sense. He gave her something she needed. She was shocked too and terribly sorry, but there it was. The best explanation I ever got from her was when she told me that she always felt like she was fooling everyone else. She felt like Cormac was the one person she couldn’t fool, who saw her as she was, and somehow that was an immense relief to her. I’d just have to accept it. And maybe it was the talk of seeing herself as she really was. You had me dress like a whore. Did you even notice the two girls that we passed on the way to town? Now it's all over the school that I dress like a slut. I had to leave school early today because of what you did and don't think it's over either. I'm going to have a lot of trouble because of that." I'm so sorry Babe. I just wasn't thinking. I was desperate to find some way to pay our bills. You're right. I shouldn't have surprised you like that. If I had asked you, what would you have said?" I.