I hold you and rock a little bit until the shaking stops. I will my warmth into you, breathing slowly, holding and stroking. In time – how much does...’t really matter – you sigh. I feel an ember of warmth reflected back to me and see a hint of color where your arms and legs peek from your clothing.You pull back from me a bit, pushing yourself up on my chest to look at me eye to eye. I see sorrow, pain, life, beauty, so many things. I know I can’t give everything you need. Perhaps nothing of. I didn't liked her very much from the begining but as we grown up I started to see her on a differnt way than before. The whole begun when me and my friend "Jonas" was planning of hire a movie down the corner. His mom followed us to the shop and let us hire 3 movies. We were 12 years old and in that age we wanted to see bloody movies action like Rambo etc. but his mom didn't let us hire, she picked 3 movies by herself 2 action movies and 1 horror movie. We droved home to his place to get ready. A week had passed since Baileys arrival, the household had settled into a daily routine, with Karl and Bailey having breakfast together each morning, I would leave them to enjoy this time alone, which allowed me a little extra sleep. Karl would bring Zara already changed and waiting for her feed before he left for work, leaving his "favorite girls to spend the day together" as he would put it. Feeding Zara was sometimes difficult I had so much milk that the flow would often overwhelm her,. He quickly stopped and she managed to tuck herself back in.“Thanks,” she said awkwardly. “I'm sorry for looking.” I told her. “I'm at my desk if you need anything, down the hall.” I said leaving the scene.Oh god, wait 'til Ellie hears of this, I thought to myself.About half an hour later I was on the phone to Ellie, telling her what had happened and my idea of Julia being attracted to her. She found it amusing. “Really?” she asked. “You sure about this? I mean, you cant pick up an empty glass.