My problem though - now just like when I was younger - is that I'm way too awkward to compete in the singles scene. I'm quiet, nerdy, I stammer. I gue...s I'm okay looking but I just don't have what it takes to pick up women.I'm sure I could have met someone socially and pursued a more romantic route, but honestly at that time I didn't want another relationship. I did want pussy though. Did I ever! I tried bars and music festivals, but nobody even seemed to notice me, much less want meaningless. "Tell that to Sam and the others," I retorted. "They feel safe, some of them for the first time in their lives! They're with people that they know love them and will protect them. I know it wasn't right, and believe me, if there had been another way ... but there wasn't. I'm sorry it was necessary, but I'd do it again tomorrow. Only next time I'd make sure he died before he had a chance to talk to you." Why did you let him live?" she asked."It was Jimmy's idea," I said. "I thought we should. .. trust me on this. Squeeze my hand.”“But ... but Tina, I ... as I said, I understand the crown now, and I do not wish you hurt you.” I started squeezing his hand, then. “Ouch, that hurts. Stop! Fine, very well, I warned you!” He began squeezing ... and nothing happened other than a normal shake.He looked down at his hand, nearly hitting me in the face with the crown. “Hey, watch the fancy headgear! That’ll still break my nose.”“I don’t understand! I didn’t want to do it, but I should have at. "Jeff didn't even know there was a Jeff junior. Refraining from asking her its size, he said, instead, "Oh, so you'll miss my little pee-wee, huh?"Pulling back enough to look him in the face, she cupped his chin in her hand, gently shaking his head. "Yeah, I'll miss that fabulous cock of yours," she said at normal volume, "but I'll miss the man I love more."Jeff felt a lump start in his throat. To cover it, he kissed her hard, then swatted her on her shapely ass. "Get out of here before I take.