I felt like I was less in control of my emotions, having cryingjags every so often, and I started sleeping in the spare room.We made up, and I was lay...ng beside her when the baby kicked for thefirst time, and I got a chance to feel this little movement with myhands, like most other expectant fathers. However, unlike most expectantfathers, the next day I started feeling a kicking in my own stomach, andI rushed myself to my doctor's office.He said it was probably sympathy pains, and not to worry. Her immediate reaction was: "The bastard." No, Tanya. He's got a promising career. It would be ruined if thecolleges found out he was dating a freak like me." I thought he loved you?" I love him, I know that. But, he's a boy, a normal boy, who reallyneeds a real girl, a girl like you with a vagina. I'm not a girl. Igot a cock, even if it is a small, sissy cock." You're a girl to me," Tanya said. "And now I think everyone thinksyou're a girl. You are really so much more feminine than I. I would get close, she would stop, and then start again. She kept this going for a while, but I did not want to cum in her mouth. I told her this and she stopped. She got off the couch and straddled my legs. She slowly guided my rigid cock into her super wet, dripping pussy. She rode me like a bitch in heat. Again I was getting close, and I told her so. She stopped riding me and got off me. Smiling and looking at me with her gorgeous brown eyes.I motioned for her to come close. She did and. She had undo my belt and jean and had her hand inside my boxer masturbating me and with the other playing with my hair, pulling it, grabing it and running her fingers through it. We stood there, under a street lamp playing with our bodies and listening to our sexual desire without minding the cold. A car made a turn on her street and fearing to get caught by one of her neighbor, she removed her hands from my pants and wrapped them around my neck before telling me she really had to go. I.