I tried to get a glimpse of it when ever I could. My friend lived with his Grand Parents. We all called his Grand Dad, "T." T was about 55 or 60, but ...as in great shape for his age, he loved to play ball with all us k**s. One day, while playing outside, I over heard T say he was going inside to take a shower. After a few minutes, I made an excuse to have to go into the house to use the bathroom. I had a lump in my throat and my heart was pounding as I heard the shower water running and I snuck. I was married for eighteen years and we never had children (my fault according to the doctor). After my divorce I didn't get back in to the dating mode for almost a year. Once I felt like starting over I dated guys around my age whom I met through friends and family but it seemed like they all had baggage or issues. That lasted for maybe six months then I went back to hanging with gal friends for entertainment. In March one of my friends wanted to fix me up with a cousin of hers who was 27. I knew now in which direction my research should go, I had to find a way to reverse the effects of the drug, an antidote of sorts.It was a struggle, but I was able to turn my mind away from carnal thoughts and apply my scientific brain to the problem in hand. I had to change the shape of the molecule, change it's characteristics so that it over rode the effects of SePh17. It would be difficult, but the more I understood the mechanism of my psychotropic drug, SePh17, the more I'd be able to. Shirtless I turned to my backpack."What are you doing?" she asked when I pulled the tripod and the video camera from my pack."I'm going to film us." Are you crazy? You can't," she protested as she watched me set up the camera."Our first time together." I pushed the 'record' button."I love my husband, I won't," she promised as I unzipped and then shucked the jeans and boxers I'd been wearing. "It's wrong." I simply walked towards the bed. My cock was engorged with blood."Come here," I ordered..