I rushed into the nearby restroom, and violently threw up. Of course, this upset Jean and Annie a great deal. They both ran to help me. I was very gla... that I still kept my hair short. Otherwise, it would have been fouled with vomit.Once my stomach settled down, I found that my knees were so weak I had to lean on the sink. Since I was there already, I figured that I should rinse my mouth out. Next, I washed my face, and took several deep breaths.Finally, I went to Ben's bedside. I just looked. “Maybe you can, but there’s a casserole in the freezer if you’d rather.”“Okay, Mom,” I said brightly. “You and Ray have a good time.”“Sure thing. Bye”“Bye Mom,” I said as I hung up the phone. It was all set. I knew that Ray would keep Mom out until at least midnight, so I had no constraints.I figured that it would take Mrs. Goodwin another fifteen minutes or so to shower and change. I had enough time to go to my locker, get my book bag and then get my bike.I rode over to the faculty parking. In the morning I was haggard, gaunt but had decided of the steps to follow. I went looking for her and when she saw me took a step back and a quick cloud of uncertainty passed over her face; my only words were,"Good morning, shall we go"She had uncertainty written all over her face but answered civilly: "Good morning, you don't look well, are you OK"."Don't worry about me, I'm fine" and again "Shall we go"Without another word she got in the car and we went to her appointment in the clinic.She. I rather naughtily said, ‘You better not go for a pee shaking like that, you might enjoy it.’ I immediately apologised for my dirty outburst and appeared shameful. Of course this was a continuing ploy to convince him I was now dropping my inhibitions and starting to appear relaxed about sexual matters, open to suggestive inuendos and dirty humour about wanking and cumming in mens toilets. ‘What room are you in?’ He held his breath as he waited on my reply. ‘Why would you want to know that?’ I.