One night we had just finished working and took our rental car back to the hotel. When we got to our floor he asked if I wanted to stay with him in hi... room. We hadn’t had sex yet and I personally had never had sex before. He knew I was nervous so he wrapped his big strong arms around my waist and whispered “it will be okay, I promise.” He pulled my wheelchair into his room and picked me up gently. He carried me to the bed and we started making out.I straddled his lap and put my tongue in his. Did not work. They finally managed to exchange with passengers in the next 4-berth enclosure. So, they could see Sush diagonally across. When the train started, they were exchanging looks with Sush and she was responding. I could only see her expressions bcoz she was sitting across me, they were behind me. She kept sending smses to me about the progress (they could see her smsing, but couldn’t figure who she was smsing).After tea and snacks were served, I could see from Sush’s facial smiles. I couldn’t stop looking. I watched for about 3 or four minutes. I turned it off since I was scared to get caught by someone. But I felt a different sensation. My breast felt aroused but I looked at them and my nipples were showing this had only happened when I was cold. I got my hand and started to massage them before I knew it I was filled with joy about what I was doing. I thought I was doing something wrong but it felt good. Since I didn’t want any one to catch me I left to the back yard.. "I could have guessed that," she said to me. She then giggled and said, "I'll save the rest, so tell me, did you love any of these girls?" No," I said, "but then again, I did and do like them all. I consider them all friends. There are only a couple of them that I really did not know very well, and I have not followed up with them." One night stands?" she asked."Yes, one was, not a one night stand, just at a party. I had just met her that night," I told her.She paused and said, "Maybe you had.