He had pondered just asking Trip to let her sleep in his quarters, but he knew what the reaction would be – Trip would be scandalized at the thought... He fought down an amused snort. In a way he could understand Trip, but the situation also didn't lack a certain irony. It wasn't exactly an uncommon occurrence to come home from the gym after a Suus Mahna sparring with T'Pol and find Trip and Hoshi engaged in a card game, sharing a beer or drinking tea, which to the outsider would of course have. Then I caught her eye and her face beamed with excitement as she came across to my table. ‘Oh my God, it’s you’ she said. I smiled and that online spark suddenly became real as I met her in the flesh. And oh what glorious flesh it was. My mind started racing as i thought about our sexy chats and the things she said we’d do together when we met. I could feel my pussy starting to tingle and I knew that it wouldn’t be long before I became overcome with the need to touch her, kiss her and lick her.. He said "now boy we gonna take your car as i walked here" i nodded and got up and pulled my jeans back up around my waist. he wrapped his hand around my butt and walked out together. we got to my car and he said "boy i'm driving and you sucking"i got in the passenger seat and he got in the driver seat. he started the car and drove off the lot. he said "boy get over here and suck my cock i think it is getting dry" i leaned over and unzipped his pants and stuck my hand through the fly of his. ?Where would all this stop? Look at what I have become in just this short time! What would I be like in twenty years, thirty years or more? I just couldn't let myself become such a monster. But, how could I curb this newly found appetite for having total control over people?I was reminded of Hamlet's soliloquy by Shakespeare. The one that starts:"To be, or not to be, that is the question:whether 'tis nobler in the mind to sufferthe slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,or to take arms against.