I was just... feeling attacked, and sometimes I can get defensive, I guess." Oh, Sandra, I'm so sorry this happened too," Richard said, suddenly losin... control of his voice. He crumpled down onto the bed next to her, awkwardly wrapping an arm around her shoulder as he pressed close to her back. A few of his tears rolled onto her pillow.Sandra squeezed his hand, and Richard felt some relief at the gesture."I let my... dislike for Dobra get in the way," Richard said. "And I hate how I ruined your. With the light on, I crawled back between her thighs. I parted them widely as my face came face to face with her beautiful pussy. Her pussy lips were engorged and darker than her surrounding skin, and nestled at the apex was a fine gold ring. I slid closer until my tongue could touch her pussy lips and clit ring. With a gentle touch to start with, my tongue traced a path all over her pussy lips before sliding in the slight gap between them.I immediately picked up her taste. It was tangy and. She lit and toked on the joint til it burned down. After she drank the can of beer and I asked if she had ever tried scotch.“you tryin’ to get me drunk Mr. C?” she smiled a glassy eyed grin.“would that be bad?” I asked playfully. “you are an incredibly sexy woman” I could not believe I had said it to a fifteen year old but now it was out there and I liked where it might take me.“technically I think fifteen is still a girl” she said as she followed me into the house and I poured us a. "Yes,.... I understand," I muttered."So, Bobby, are you gay or what?" she asked. I was too stunned to respond. I just stood staring at her. I did not knowhow to tell her that I just loved girls. Adored them, really. Theirclothes, their hair, their smell, the way they moved and talked; I lovedeverything about them. I was jealous about he way they talked and madefriends and acted toward each other. I wanted to look like, act like, andbe one. So badly, in fact, that I prayed almost every night.