." I was rehearsing for my play," I shrug. "It made me feel more 'incharacter'." ...And?" Mum asks."...And it makes me feel more girly," I confess. "T...ose moments I get, whenI forget that I was ever a boy? They've been happening more and more. Iwant... I want that feeling to be permanent." And it WILL be," mum says. "I promise you, Laura, six years from now,when you're eighteen and you're an adult... You'll be a woman, and as faras I'm concerned, that's all you'll ever have been." I giggle. One day I was watching a BDSM movie in my cell phone in my at lunch time, I was sitting in the last row facing end wall of the class, suddenly I heard a voice ?how dare you?, it was veena, I begged her she took the cell phone from me, it was Wednesday, I immediately left the college without attending afternoon class, my friend called me and said she came in search of me, on Thursday I took leave, I was trying to say away from her, around 3pm on Thursday I received a call from my friends no but. He started rubbing my pregnant belly and leaned in to suck my tits. I reached over and undid his belt and zipper. His pants fell to the floor and I rubbed his cock through his boxers. I was really getting wet by then, knowing we could be interrupted, I was cheating on my fianc?and I loved getting my tits sucked. He was average size, maybe 6 ½, when hard, and he was hard. He pushed me back to the table and had me lie on top of it. He kissed down my belly, spread my legs and settled in to. He puts his arms around me. Later I am sure he only intended to give me a friendly hug. It is too much for me. Even though Frank's body is hard and angular I have not been hugged for weeks. Not even by Ruth. I can't blame her for that. I hug him back. The kiss becomes more intense than I intended. When we finally part I am wobbly again. He looks concerned. I assure him I am all right and make as sober an exit as I can manage. I walk home. It really isn't far at all. On the way I grow wildly.