This is why I refused to let people get closeto me... Being alone is better than feeling... than feeling like this...Alicia... You and your friends ha...e a nice life, I'm done... I won'tbother you all anymore..." I say feeling very distraught... Before Aliciacan respond I turn and head to the restroom before the dam breaks and Itotally loose it. I don't even look back.Driving Jen home from school she tried to find out how it went withAlicia. I didn't go into details, I just told her that. He laughed a low, deep laugh. "Like that do you?" This has to be the most twisted thing you've ever done to me." We're going to get even more twisted, I promise." K-Hunter, you're only just eighteen!" I was desperately trying to keep my mind intact and get my body to stop responding. Unfortunately, neither was working quite as well as I had hoped. "Are you sure you should . . . oh my God . . . even be thinking about things like sex?"He laughed again, and shivers rolled down my spine. "I've been. And for that, we thank you.Oh, I know you think your precious little snowflake isn't like those girls you read about in the news who go off with some guys, get drunk, fuck the entire lifeguard staff and end up floating in the Gulf. You're right. Your daughters lived to party another year. But let me assure you, you've raised a hot little pistol there, Mom and Dad.I want to thank the parents of the daughters of the Midwest. The meat and potato fed girls of North and South Dakota. The corn fed. He opened the box and got even more excited after seeing the phone he wanted to buy for about a year.“I love you, didi,” he said and hugged me again and this time, he stayed there for a few minutes. He sat down and started the phone and said, “You are the best person in the world. You knew what I wanted to have. I love you so so much.”“I love you too,” I said.We started talking about his relationship with his girlfriend and what he had planned for his birthday. We continued talking about how.