I'll never touch a woman." Anthony went on almost as if speaking to himself.She just thought oh, that kind of love."I'll never know what it feels like...inside to make a woman sigh at my touch. Tremble. Hell! I may not ever feel the touch of another's lips save my own mothers on my cheek!" He spun and faced the spot where he knew she sat."Can you understand? I know what you look like. But I'll never know what you LOOK LIKE."Amanda nodded. Her shocked brain forgetting he couldn't see. He was. My face reddened."She told you," I said."Huh?" he sputtered, looking up at my face. He realized he was caught. Was this what women felt like when guys looked at their tits? My cockhardened a bit in my shorts."Penny. She told you." Uh, yeah she did," Rob admitted sheepishly, running his hand throughhis hair as he quickly regained his composure. "You want to talk aboutit?" Not really," I muttered. My face was reddening. Why had my girlfriendtold another guy what I was doing? Now he knew. . . such a girl! I mean, she seems to think like we do. We were laughing and giggling so much it almost hurt. We shopped forever and hardly bought anything. It was a blast. And Chase is so cool. She didn't treat us like kids at all." Except for the tickle fight when we woke her up," Madison corrected."Well, I certainly didn't see any kids at dinner tonight," he commented. That brought giggles. When that died down, both got very quiet, clearly wanting to ask something but afraid to."Girls, Ginny. I would be happy to talk with people in my area who have the same "secret" likes I have, just send me a message or friend request.I'll start with the obligatory background info.I'm a 40 year old, masculine white male who has been married for the past 12 years to a woman I love deeply. We are both educated, moderately attractive in pretty good physical shape, for the most part our lives are pretty good, we have had a few wild sexual experiences over the years on vacations or spontaneous.