But it doesn’t work.I sit there thinking about you, about what we could be doing or talking about if we were together. I lay at night thinking about...how it would be to hold you, to wake up next to you. I know we have done it before but, that was a very long time ago and we have both changed.I’ve tried to tell you how I feel about you, but you’ve never believed me, you still don’t. I don’t blame you; we’ve only been talking again properly for nearly a year. But it’s like we just picked up from. ‘Good to have you back in Navy Blue, Commander.’ ‘Thank you, Captain, I hope it will prove to be good to be back.’ They left. It occurred to me that Ross never said a word. He was well trained. I called Mr. Parsons, the man who’d hired me to dig up dirt on his wife for the impending divorce proceedings, and told him a little about the situation and that I’d mail his retainer back to him. I called Ginger’s husband, a man for whom I have almost zero use, and got her mother’s number in Texas after. I cannot blame him. We ordered drinks and then refills, and the day was drifting by. We were about half asleep in the cabana when Poppi came strolling by. Tammy saw her and waved. Poppi came over and grinned, saying she hoped she’d find us. She wanted to know if Tammy wanted to join her in a massage at the resort. “Well, why not?” said Tammy. And she grabbed her towel and her bikini top and they walked off down the beach, arm in arm. I just sat there. Wow. I guess Poppi is her new. ”“He really did a good job taking care of the driver. You’d have been proud of him, Mrs. B.”“I am, Tim. After you’ve changed clothes eat the lunch I made for you. I’d hate for the food to go to waste.”“Okay,” Benny said.After lunch, Tim and Benny went out into the garage to work on the van. Since the engine block and heads were out getting machined, they had to work on the brakes instead. It wasn’t a tough job, just a little time consuming. As soon as they pulled the first brake drum off, they.