I claw at the sheet and moan loudly. When he’s buried to the hilt, he scoops me up, leans back and starts bouncing me in his lap. I grab his large ...houlders, my stomach muscles working to hold me up, guiding myself up and down on him. His huge cock slides in and out of me, then I sit completely down and hump him back and forth. The incredible pressure makes me scream, and he abruptly changes positions again. Falling back completely on the bed, he keeps me sitting straight up on his lap and. I decided then and there that the man on the old T.V. show was right. Trust no one. As far as I could see, I was well and truly fucked. Unlike humans, these fuckers are organized. Everything they do has a purpose. What do you do when you don't have a clue? Damn, if I know.What do I know? I am in a different dimension. I am surrounded by fuckers to whom I am nothing but a bug. I am in a cell with someone I don't trust. Oh yeah, I've been charged with dereliction of duty. So is it 'innocent until. Today daddy force a change to happen in me and it's not bad.I think I just grew up a little... thanks to what you told me today atPenney's."Aunty said, "Penney's?"Mom looked over and said, "That is where she proudly showed her breaststo me and I told her that above everything that is told to or said abouther, just be yourself" Aunty said, "Sis, I think you opened her eyes."Mom turn and look at Aunty saying,"She was coming out again and I couldnot be the one this time to set her back on track. Which, I guess, makes me some kind of transgender, more than it does homosexual. Because I actually view myself as female. When I’m suckin’ a man’s dick, in my mind I AM a woman – not a guy suckin’ another guy’s cock. I mean, I tried the gay bars & clubs when I got out, but because I was so effeminate and girly, I wasn’t much of a turn on to gay men, who as the term implies, prefer men.I soon discovered that adult video arcade preview booths are hunting grounds for straight guys, most of them.