” She took a bite of food, still not looking up.“And yet, here you are a porn star.” I said a little too sarcastically.She gave me a sharp glanc.... I could tell that I’d pissed her off, but right then I didn’t care.“You were there too,” she replied, visibly upset. “Don’t make it sound as if it was just me.” She shot me a look. “Tony told me that he’d already shown the video to you and you left with a hard-on afterwards.”I wasn’t ready to let the discussion end without finding out more about. That had really upset her.She had hoped that when he learnt about her wanting to have his child, he would spend more time with her as he did those sluts in the Palace that bore his children. Then he disappeared after she had to return home for winter.It had not been a good winter. Even with the medallion, she’d had a terrible pregnancy. She was sick every day of it. Believing Mark had died, as the Major had informed her, made her heart sick as well. Every day was a struggle. She had even. I started getting pretty good at spotting wedding rings, engagement rings, and looking for “single girl” grocery carts, with Karen’s help. She said to look for small carts, with juices, fruit, and lots of veggies, especially with cucumbers and “personal lubricant”...pretty obvious stuff, but a pretty cool tip, coming from an “old lady”! One Saturday morning, Karen called to ask if I could fix a drip for her, so I grabbed my toolbox and walked over to her house. I was just about ready to head. Since I wasn't interested in sex he would look at the pictures and have a date with his hand.That was insight into how long I had let things go. I didn't want our marriage to fail because I didn't try, so I began reading. The stories were good, better than good, they were great! I started feeling horny and began pouncing on my husband on almost a daily basis. He was smiling a lot more and was offering me the conversation and companionship I craved. Sex wasn't just good it was great! I.