Jenn came up to me and gave me a great big hug, thanking me for my support. Her hug felt rather nice, and I lingered, with my hands on her back. She l...oked into my eyes and could tell what I wanted to do, but her eyes, questioned mine. Our front door opened, and she ran out of my office to greet the potential client.She texted me that we had a potential new Realtor for me to meet. I texted back ‘wait two minutes and send him back.’I had a partial erection, but my desk would hide it.I looked up. "The only one laughing was Gerald. Billy was looking nervously at Gerald, wondering if he should laugh too. The rest of us only felt horror - we but the puppets on strings."Oh, you can gave this skinny thing as well." Gerald took his hand from the still-unnamed girl beside him and stood as if to leave. "Melissa, it seems your homeless. You wanted to talk to me buddy?" Gerald strode from the room without a backward glance, in minutes ruining even more lives, as he expected me to follow.And. Still, I took great pleasure in putting it on, finally I’d physically gotten my handed on her. I found Emily so desirable that even this little bit of physical contact was enough to get my semi-hard. For the rest of the morning we chatted a little but mostly just enjoyed the sun.At noon we went to a near by deli and got sandwiches and sodas. About mid-afternoon Emily was saying something and I was lost in her eyes when she said, ‘What is it?’ I jerked myself out of the small trance I was in and. Tony suddenly sat up, said he was too hot. He got out of car. He stripped down and started walking. Fell over after a few feet. I got out of car. Went to him. No pulse. No breathing. Tony is dead. How can Tony be dead? He was just talking to me. Now he is face down in the snow. I got him a blanket. Forgot I wasn’t wearing shoes when I got out of the car. Feet are now so, so cold. In car now. Can’t close car door. Too much snow or something. Scared. Alone. Tired. Cold. Crying. Always shivering..