When I had finished, he looked up at me finally, and said with pride, “Yes Bob, I will stay with my sisters and guard them and keep them from harm. ... didn’t think about that, I just wanted to be with you when you confronted Detara. I felt that I could defend you, but then I realized that with Barbara and yourself, you would not have need of me helping you. Please forgive me for doubting your decision. I will do my best to keep your home save for your return.”I picked him up and hugged him and. But until then, I shall do as I wish.”“And what is it you wish?” I asked.“To give you ultimate pleasure,” she sighed, leaning down for a kiss.December 17, 1994, Yama-dera Temple, Yamagata, Yamagata Prefecture, Japan“Good morning, Steve.”“Good morning, Yoshiro.”“Come, let’s walk in the garden, then we’ll sit and have tea.”I followed the saffron-robed monk into a garden, which because it was winter, was not as colorful as it had been. The temperature was around 3°C, and I wondered how he stayed. In the last couple of days or so there isnt much of this young lady that i havnt seen and i dont know what came over me but before i realised i was in her bloody room.Why?For fucks sake what am i doing?Theres some fancy lubricant on Rays bedside cabinet but no dildo,no dildo!What am i doing?I find myself looking under her pillow...and there it is in all its glory glistening with almost dry pussy juice is the dildo,i found myself sniffing the bloody thing god knows why.This is perverted ive got. For some reason, I still don’t know why, my girlfriend let her guard down and we got to experience one of those fantasies of mine. It keeps running through my head over and over. Something changed that made this fantasy permissible. I think I know what it was (feelings for a younger guy), but regardless, I’m happy this feeling came over her.My girlfriend is far from prudish, in fact she enjoys being a joker with people and often makes leud pranks that get quite a few laughs. She is often.