" Just give me a minute to lock your car and get your keys. You sit tight and I'll be right back."Dick pulled up the collar of his jacket and quickly ...ent to her car. He found the keys in the ignition, pulled them out and made sure the doors were locked and the window up, then he ran back to his truck and climbed in."Man, it sure is a cold one tonight," he said shivering. "Here are your keys, Susan," he said looking in her direction. She had taken off her coat obviously much warmer and he. Only I went through something forwards, backwards, sideways and inside out all at the same time. There was a single moment in time when I felt, flat as a shadow, or smaller than an atom, or ... something. Even today I cannot find words to describe it. The apprehension I felt inside my bubble of calm reminds me of something I read by D.H. Lawrence."Are you willing to be sponged out, erased, canceled, made nothing? Are you willing to be made nothing? Dipped into oblivion?"When my consciousness. .. Eric chattily spoke, "You look really good, by the way. I neverwould have figured it out except I recognized you, from when you rantrack last year. I did the photos for that one, and I caught one of youright at the finish line. It was one of my better shots last year, andso I studied it pretty hard, which is why your face popped out in thepark." "And that dress looks really nice on you, too. Where did you getit?" Chris looked over at him, still in shock. He shrugged. . So I followed your instructions to the letter, and I was waiting now in the entrance of an unknown apartment, naked, on my knees, handcuffed in the back, sex and the rest of the body perfectly waxed in institute, the ass pleasantly filled with a plug that I wore since the morning, knowing that you had forbidden me any food for 36 hours, and all drinks since 12 hours. Around the neck a necklace with a leash symbol of my abandonment, and sex padlocked in a chastity belt that I had to buy, closed.