He awkwardly stood up and walked over to me, “Sit” I said, looking up at him. He did as I said and sat next to me, seeming more awkward than e...er. “I want you” I said, pressing my lips against his. He kissed me back and seemed freaked out when I suddenly took his t-shirt off. He didn’t seem to talk much but I’d always thought he was interesting anyway. I told him to lie down and kissed his chest, eventually kissing him again and then unzipping his pants. I moved my mouth to his. ... really really beautiful.... I tried to kiss ya once.... remember?"She's scared, but she nods her pretty head. I feel another tear roll down my cheek, fuck I hope she thinks it's just rain... "I remember too. Our lips almost met... then you turned away... I'm sorry ya didn't like it." I feel a tightness in my throat... hard to swallow.... "I kinda wanted you to like it.... to like me..."As I am talking to her, I am very slowly coming closer... she really is so beautiful...I could get lost in. It stopped it from deteriorating more than it had, and slowly started to rebuild it. As far as that went, it never returned to the closeness it had once been.With this as a background, we continued on till Christmas vacation was almost here, having survived the effect of Lee Harvey Oswald shattering the country by assassinating JFK, which we heard in the last class of the day. There honestly wasn't a dry eye in the town that day.One day, Tammy dragged me to the car. She had driven it that day,. I got talking to him and soon he was convinced I was a very horny single mature woman looking for some black cock.After two margaritas, I said him: “Come upstairs with me, I have a surprise for you”.As we made our way upstairs I told him “Do you like anal?”. He quickly answered yes.I opened the door and we walked in; Helena said: “About time already”.I turned to the black man and said quietly “Shhhhhh”, as I walked over my loving friend and looked at her pussy, which I could see her juices were.